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2012-01-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhh.
我要趁我有心情的时候写blog!
不然不知道要等到什么时候了. :)

祝大家新年快乐!
今天大年初二. 2012年我高三了.
Haha, 在过不久我终于有时间可以去考undang了!
妈妈呀, 我要快点学到驾车.

话说回来, 今年的新年星期六就回外婆家了.
然后除夕夜看烟花倒数大年初一!
其实我今天才刚刚买新年衣. lol.

每次买衣服的时候看到很普通,
然后看到人家穿到很美就不尽羡慕起人家来了. :D
就连拍照也是这样. :O

Aiyo.
其实我很想emo.
我知道新年不可以想伤心的事情. 我很烂啊.
自从某人走了以后我emo的次数就多了. .__.
用学业学会添满空空的时间? 我很累.
我跟我自己说, 我要习惯! :DD
园游会.
即使不想做也必须做,
因为那个是我的责任.

就好像读高三是我初中到现在的梦想! :DD

祝大家新年快乐! :) ♥

2011-12-16T13:31:00.000+08:00

都不知道这样的下场经历过多少次.
算了吧, 习惯就好.
我不喜欢被误会,
但是又不懂得该怎么解释.
你自己做的事情自己清楚就好, 再怎么解释都于事无补.
有些事情有些态度不是我所理解的,
也许从另外一个角度看, 得到的结果会是更好的.

不管怎样,
这次的班旅看到的东西不一样.
兴趣不一样, 喜欢的自然也就不一样. :)
还是谢谢大家的陪伴, 我也在此为我的任性道歉. I'm so sorry.

170 days. ♥

2011-12-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

SPM还剩下华语! 因为一个SPM头上的痘痘越长越多, 我就快变回以前的我了. 压力压力你好强大. 我的天啊. 没有想到我从年头害怕到现在的SPM还剩下一科还没有考. :O

感觉上我好像脱离世界很久了.
全世界, 我会回来的! Wait for me please! --
对我来说, 好朋友不需要太多, 能够讲心事的有一个就足够了.
也许你会觉得我很窜很自闭很幼稚很无聊很闷.
但是! 做回自己开心就好.
为什么还要在乎身边的人怎么看你呢?
只要我尽量让身边每个人开心, 问心无愧就好. :)

WC. (:

讲真的, 谢谢你们.

看着陈怡文长大的除了我的家人我的亲戚之外, 就是你们.
谢谢你们在我最彷徨无组的时候给我依靠.
你们很好! 真的! 有你们太幸福了! 谢谢你们.
有了你们我的中学生涯不会就这么平平淡淡地过去. :)
不过! 想到明年的人数少了心里感觉上有点空空的. .
没关系! 明年新年一间一间家拜年pls. 恭喜发财. O:
我们, 新加坡见! 我会永远记得你们的! ♥

还有! 叶芯瑜. :D

你这个女人! 我从小学就认识你了, 可是到了今年才跟你比较好. .__.
我们是在suria补习的时候认识的! 那时侯我觉得你很高, 身材很好! Haha.
你放心! 我不会丢下你的! 不管你开心还是难过的时候一定要想起我pls!
我的耳朵我的肩膀都随时借你.
Aiyo, 你要我以身厢许我都愿意. lol. ♥

Halo大便佬. Halo林良浩. O:
为什么你要长得那么高那么瘦那么帅? (不要暗爽) --
为什么我们到现在都还没有拍过一个完完整整的照片? --
Aiyo, 祝我们五个月++快乐! x)
谢谢你每天听我发牢骚,
谢谢你每天给我骂,
谢谢你每天教我英文,
谢谢我每天给你欺负, 可怜的我. :(
Hehe. 谢谢你啦, 你帮了我很多. Thanks. ♥

还有很多很多很好的人, 不好意思没有提到你们.
我放你们在我心里就好了! :) ♥

圣诞节要到了lo!
我要去shopping, 看大大的圣诞树, 满足我小小的心灵. xD
我昨天在家里试衣服! 然后我发现原来我有好多好多漂亮的衣服没有穿.
我的天啊. 为什么我以前只会穿t-shirt短裤? O:
Hohoho, 让我变lenglui吧! Pimples pimples 快点消失.
我要好好把握剩下一个月的时间!
不然明年的压力就很大大大大大大大le. :D

大家加油!

考试快乐假期快乐新年快乐! :)

2011-10-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!
我今天过得很充实! :DD

我没有后悔回去学校服务.HOHO, 捐血的工作很好玩!
谢谢老师派我到捐血站. 我学了很多东西!
今天总共有85个人来捐血! 谢谢大家!

刚刚开始听我的partner讲不会有很多东西做. 结果以为会很得空. .___.
不过还是要谢谢他教了我很多东西! :D
早上9点捐血活动就开始了. 后来就越来越多人, 越来越多老师, 越来越多家长.
我看到了人间温暖. :))
帮他们解释表格里面的内容, 还要跟他们要红色的簿子填写文凭.
我写错了四张! ):
我知道我自己真的很烂. .___.
不过还是要谢谢那些有跟我一起帮忙的同学们! :DD

后来的后来, 文凭写完了.
所以没有那么忙了.
中午三点多, 爸爸载我归家去. :))

讲完今天, 我又要讲我的成绩了.
啊啊啊, 真的好烂.
一直在怀疑自己的坚持到底对不对. 也许梦想最终还是属于梦想.
我没有想象中的聪明, 也没有那么强大的毅力.
能够坚持到今天是因为我还没找到一个更加明确的目标吗?
前面的路似乎越来越渺茫. 算了吧. 尽力就好.
剩下一个月的时间祝我加油please! :)

还是不习惯面对大大的人群.
心里面的不安全感紧紧地围绕着我.
从什么时候开始我学会了封闭自己? .___.
不想了解也不想更加深入的了解.
lols, 烂人. --

初三高二高三的同学们加油please!
我们一起并肩作战! :DD

有一个人, 我要跟他讲谢谢.

也要跟他讲我爱你. ♥

明年来学校载我please! :))

2011-08-17T00:11:00.001+08:00

我又错了.

2011-08-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

难得今天上来update我久违了的bloggggg. :)

感觉上自己都没有很用心的在对人. 自己的时间都不知道用去哪里了. 班服还没设计好, 就连做人家的生日卡都觉得自己在敷衍. 时间啊时间. 你到底去了那里? .____.
至于那些没有收到我的卡的朋友们, 我在这里向你们道歉! I'm soooo sorry.
至于那些有收到我的卡的朋友们, 我也要在这里向你们道歉, 因为我做的卡真的没有很好看! 对不起.

祝大家永远都那么快乐, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :D

话说昨天没有补数学. 班领导会议.
然后. 骗了妈咪去补习结果去吃炮兵.
Hehe. 我安全到家! :DD
虽然现在很内疚. 可是我没有后悔去吃炮兵! 我终于找到了我自己. lol.
很久很久都没有玩到这样过分了. 09'3 xin的朋友们你们好吗? 好久不见.

感觉上自己最近都不会主动去找人.
我的天啊. 我什么时候变得那么被动了. ):

最近非考试班统测.
妈咪跟爸爸轮流载我回家.
Hoho. 终于可以收拾慢慢了! :DD

我刚刚和黄雪慧讲了一个小时的电话.
Hey girl. Seriously, thanks for listening to me.
谢谢你去年的怂恿. 让我有了心理准备. lol.

以前是以前. 时间不对就不对.

Don't think too mucchhhhhh. (:

2011-05-28T17:35:00.002+08:00

Ohhh.

2011年已经过了半年耶. How fast. :(

年终大考结束了!
其实结束很久了. --
成绩要多烂就有多烂. :D

EEEEEEEEEEE, 有没有看过蟑螂生蛋?
Shit. 我刚刚看到生着蛋的蟑螂在我家的厨房徘徊! --
自从kakak走了之后, 家里就开始乱乱的.
所以! 我刚刚做家务去了. 虽然没有扫地抹地洗衣.
可是我有整理我的床我有倒垃圾我有收衣服!
Haha, 好像很光荣这样. LOL.

See this see this. x)

以后我赚到钱之后要做的第一件事是去买Condo!
我要有自己的电视自己的电脑自己的桌子自己的椅子自己的厨房自己的家.
然后坐在大大的电视机前面一面看戏一面吃着大大bar的chocolate. :D

妈咪等下要去Dinner lo.
家里只剩下我和弟弟. 两个妹妹都去了YCA. :)
Too bad mummy can't fetch me to sunway. I miss there lots. x(

话说最近有人生日.

Haha, 黄凯豪生日快乐!

我要讲的话都写在那封信里面了.

Happy seventeenth birthday. ♥

明天又要回去学校ehh.
去听科学营的讲座. O.o
And then 集训营然后补课再然后就开学了Ohh.
我要充分利用这两个星期的假期! :D
LOL. 每天都重复着句话的啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦.

我发现我越来越笨! 是我笨还是人家聪明?

Haha, whatever. 开心就好. :)

祝大家假期快乐! :D

2011-05-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

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我受够了.
Get out of my mind pls.

2011-05-01T14:59:00.001+08:00

OMG. 我有多久没有好好坐在电脑前面玩电脑了. 考试要到了我才来这么做. 真是可悲啊! :)

Ohh. 5月了weih.
SPM 的感觉很靠近. 可是我什么都还没准备好.
我可以像爱英文那样爱国语吗? 感觉上好难. --
下个星期年中考就要到了, 为什么我一点紧张的感觉都没有? 紧张的感觉. 赶快来, 赶快来. --

LOL. 我的喉咙痛了很多天到现在都还没好. 我的天.
我发现原来我把很多很多的东西都给忘了. Ohh. 原来.
没关系啦. 记得那么多又未必是好事. 想那么多干嘛?

啊, 我发现原来做完老师给的功课真的很有成就感! :)
只是最近不知道为什么很容易睡觉. Zz.

怎么办. Can I miss u?

I'M SORRY.

2011-04-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles.
How touch is it. :)

He's the one who sits right beside me, since from last week I think. O.o

He sleeps often in class! --

OMG, I'm so lazy to update my blog. T.T

2011-03-12T22:57:00.004+08:00

Huh, 统一评测终于结束了. :D

说什么要努力读书.
应该读的却什么什么都没有读到.
原来我之前说的所有所有都是废话. :)

我看到了考试给大家的压力. 我真的看到了.

Today was my first time went KLCC with my dearest friends!
wow. Sounds pity. LOL.
Ang Yeu Leng! Thanks for being so crazy with me.
I was back to my childhood. :D

Opps,
We went to play everything in the play ground.
Running all over here and there.
And and and,
we went to play the tiny little small ice cream car by putting coins in it!
But. The only thing left was,
I didn't bring my camera! Hao sad. --

Thanks yeuleng yewmin and kaihao,
waiting for my mummy to fetch me.
Sorry for troubling u guys. =$

See, this is what I desire.

Though red colour is much more nicer. :D

I have been longing this for such a long long time.
Hehehe, I believe I will get it as soon as possible.

Extremely tired right now.
Going to bed after finishing typing this post. :)

Guys, thanks for today.
I'm really happy, indeed. ♥

我讨厌无中生有.

2011-02-27T22:54:00.002+08:00

还是保持沉默就好. :)

2011-02-13T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hi dudes! :D

Chinese New Year is coming to an end,

Eew, hao sad. T.T xD

2011-01-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for Chinese New Year holiday! :D

Going back to my hometown in Perak. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)

I love kampung life soooooooo much as I keep mentioning I'm going back ths holiday. ♥

Though school have already starts for almost one month,

but I just don't feel like study. I don't even know what bio teacher is teaching about. --

Ohh, I swear I'll be more concentrate in class after CNY holiday!

2011, 我高二了.

那天爸爸开了秦兵马俑的CD.

Whoa, 我竟然想念吹中笙的日子. 我更想念大家为音乐会奋斗的日子. :D

看到大家都在因为学会而忙. 那种感觉莫名的兴奋.

大家都在不停的让自己成长. 不停地在让自己克服那排山倒海的压力.

有时候为学会而忙是一种幸福. :D

school days. :)

2011-01-19T21:03:00.003+08:00

I miss the days when we were young. ♥

I'm here to blog! :D
three weeks passed. How fast.

Argh. I need to improve my essay.
Anyone else can teach me how to write essay?
Started to speak english with my classmates.
I know my english is soooooooooooooo poor. x(

Society starts since from Monday.
Yesterday was my society day! I was so excited at first.
But luckily, nothing went wrong. Thanks god. :D

For CHCO new members, welcome to Chong Hwa Chinese Orchestra!
Hope that you guys will enjoy this year, we will try to make everything well.
Looyewmin, jiayous! I will take good care of you. :D

Aha, I'm now addicted to my chemical romance's new songs!

They are pretty cool! I love their songs soooo much. ♥

Thanks bunny. :)

It's thaipusam tomorrow,

Chinese New Year is coming too!

we gonna change our seats after CNY.

No please. I love my seat.

I want to listen xinyi sings for me, and yeuleng hardworking behavior affected me! x)

Hope that I can go tomorrow,

I wanna take lots of photo! :D

My blissful holiday. :D

2010-12-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

I'm not inside. :D

Opps, 全国赛圆满结束.
2012年, 我要看到更强的华乐团! ♥

我与华乐团的团员度过了我2010年的圣诞节.
Thx KahKahNgew for praising me, I was gonna burst into tears at that moment.
I had a talk with my ex group leader LeeSenHong 25th night. :D

It seems like distance between me and my members getting further and further.
Can I find a way to solve it?

第六届学领.

Aha, my dear sis LimYiChan was my group leader, my classmate LeeCheeFu was in my group too.
Woops, there were eight of thm from 4sai included present in this camp.

每个游戏都有一定的难度, 不过他一定都有他的意思存在.
我很喜欢野激战这个游戏. :D

From presentation,
筹办一个活动, 创新是最不可忽略的条件.

我发现原来自己的沟通能力真的很弱. :(
就连打一个blog都要用很久的时间. xD
我要带好华乐团! 我知道洁思的secret le. x)

Undeniable, I have learnt lots in this holiday. :)

2010-12-20T13:30:00.000+08:00

sunway yesterday. :)

It was 0715 when I reached there.

can I have my new year countdown with 4s4 10' over there? :D

下次shopping我要去买衣服,

I wanna go sunway again! :D

我真的希望我们可以成功进入决赛.

华乐团加油加油加油!

我爱你们. ♥

他们今天要开圣诞树.
So sad I'm not there today. D:

To be honest,
他们让我不禁怀疑我自己是否曾经那样想过?
我真的觉得他们恐怖到了极点.
很恶心, 很反感. Eww. x(

整个假期下来,
我觉得我过得很充实!
谢谢华乐团. :)

虽然, 我现在有点担心我的SPM le. SHIT. --
But, 我明年会努力的. :D

5s Ai, I'm waiting for euu. :)

shop shop shop! :D

2010-12-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

Pav Pav Pav,

went thr with my family 12th. :D

mummy and bro. :D

Hope that you guys will have a blissful christmas on 2010. :)

To be honest,

以前我真的很不喜欢shopping.

因为我觉得没有那个必要.

可是在某年某月某天,

我突然领悟了一件事.

做女生的首本条件就是要学会打扮.

有自信的女生从外表就可以看得出.

我要做个有自信的女生. :)

当你看到RM9.90 or 70% 的时候,

你会不会想要去看看它到底有多漂亮? --

五颜六色的衣服会让你的心蠢蠢欲动吗.

它让我忆起了我的童年.

我自己也不知道自己什么时候开始爱上shopping.

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爱去哪里就去哪里.
想要一个人去看电影just go ahead.
我知道我会有那么的一天.

21岁过后.
请记得享受你的青春.
爱干嘛就干嘛.
不要等得人老枯黄了才来怨天怨地. :)

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我不要停滞不前.
我要奋勇前进.

我在努力长高! :D

2010-12-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

Lols.

有时候我真的希望自己还是一个普通团员.

What a sad day today is. Aiks.

懒惰是我的阻力. :(

And I really hope that I can cope with it.

Opps, I’m the NOOB one.

我没有人家聪明.

我真的很在乎人家怎么看我.

我会尽力做到最好. :)

有大志的女生会不会很恐怖?

可是我觉得自己很失败. =X

12月份还剩下3个星期吗.

我不知道自己什么时候开始变得这么没有时间概念.

可恶的事实把我拉回现实中,

我知道那不可能. :D

2010-12-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

我想写东西. :)

我觉得我很38. --

最近妈咪都不在家, kakak又走了.

本来很好吃的tomato beans,

我看到以前kakak放鸡蛋下去我也要.

结果被我弄到很wai. :DD

很恶心对不对?

其实我到现在都还不懂真正的煮法.

听妈咪讲好像很简单. :D

然后我突然想要整理我的东西.

我就这样搬完全部东西出来.

丢了很多东西.

留了很多东西.

不过丢的东西没有去年的多. :)

今天没有来回练习.

我要提高自己的技术!

Opps, may god bless me. :D

Christmas is coming soon.

I have to celebrate my christmas eve with chco buddies.

And I hope that I can celebrate my christmas with thm too, due to the competition. --

who is gonna same class with me next year? :D

你想的一定和我想的一样. :)

2010-11-29T22:45:00.001+08:00

Emo Emo 快快走pls.
I beg euu. T.T

有时候我真的不明白为什么人家的blog可以打酱长.
我却写来写去还是那么短?
我真的不知道要写什么. :(

wah!
原来让自己忙,
真的可以让自己不去想伤心的事.
然后我就会活得很快乐. :D

因为我不会酱犯溅去想别的东西.

Opps, THE GHOST OF YOU by my chemical romance hen yeng! :)

2010-11-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

我跟你讲一个笑话.

有一天小明遇到小美,

他跟小美讲你 "美到爆",

然后小美就爆了.

不知道为什么,

重新听到这个笑话我还是很想笑.

也许今天我不应该做那样的决定.
还好最后还是赶上了.
谢谢你, 对不起.
没有出席我真的会很有罪恶感.
I'm SORRY! :(

Huh.

Everything have to start from the basic.

How sad.

我会努力练习的! :)

全国赛倒数29天.

谢谢你.

就在那一瞬间.

我真的在以为.

作女生必须知道的事,

不要不懂装懂.

尽可能不让自己犯错才是真正的成功者!

LOVES.

2010-11-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

这两天一直在哭.
我真的觉得自己哭得很过分.
可是我还是忍不住会哭.

16.11.2010

在嘉雯家帮耀民庆祝生日.
我的眼泪一直在眼睛里打转.
我真的从来都没有进过那样的班.
我们可以17个人坐在一间房间里讲话.
我可以对这你们把自己的心底话讲出来.

其实在昨天之前.
我可以讲我真的很不喜欢高一理爱.
我甚至希望今年可以快快过.

可是昨天之后我发现我严重爱上高一理爱了.
也许是因为都是演艺团体, 执委.
你们给我的感觉很不一样.
跟你们在一起我可以学到很多东西.

我学会了做人最重要的事情就是要有信心.
不要轻易放弃. 不然的话就什么都没有了.
我真的很希望看到以后的高一理爱的前途可以很光明.

高一理爱, 我爱你! ♥

17.11.2010

WC.
讲真.
当我的妈妈不允许我今天出去的时候我一直在哭.
我不知道自己到底哭了多久.
我知道自己不能放你们飞机.
这次出去之后我不知道我们还有什么时候能够在出了.
每次下课讲要和你们一起吃, 可是我还是抽不到时间.

但是.
对于你们的态度我真的很失望.
我不是存心要讲你们.
玩是可以玩. 颠是可以颠.
可是请你们在玩之前先plan好可以吗.
不要一直在讲话.
讲话不能解决问题.

就好像你们今天讲要去另外一个场.
可是你们走的方向却不一样.
食物放在一边一面讲话就一面走了.
少说做多. 做任何事情可以先顾及别人的感受吗.
遇到事情的时候可以学会临危不乱吗.
喊是解决不了你们的问题.

你们很喜欢喊, 我不反对.
你们很喜欢讲话, 我不反对.
可是, 你们可以在喊之前, 讲话之前先用脑想一下你们接下来要怎么做吗.
死命讲话真的不是解决问题的方法.

我真的希望以后看到的你们会不一样.
做女生就要有女生的形象.

我要向我今天的情绪道歉.
我不应该在你们面前哭.
对不起.
我还是一样那么爱你们啦. ♥

*

没有看到高一理爱帮菁勉庆祝生日.
我真的很遗憾为什么自己不早早融入高一理爱.
SAD. :(

洪宇楞,
你是一个很好的聆听者.
你是我第一个能够说出心底话的朋友.
我一定一定会好好珍惜你.
谢谢你, 我爱你! ♥

Jingmian happy birthday!
我知道你不是今天生日. :DD
看到你变了我真的很欣慰.
我要永远看到这样的菁勉!
再天大的事情都有我们这帮朋友. :)
I ♥ you.

林伊婵,
其实我之前也跟Lyn一样的lo.
可是跟你接触后才发现你不是我想象中的那样.
Ishh, 谢谢你啦.
我会多多向你学习的.
管乐团和华乐团一起加油! ♥

王轩宁,
对不起今天一直用你的电话. Sorry.

陈明丽, ♥
谢谢你肯听我妈妈唠叨.

邢韵生日快乐. :)

我知道自己在自欺欺人.

我筑了一道墙在我们之间. :)

我真的有想到16份礼物. 我真的没有让再自己胡思乱想. 我知道我们不会再有任何瓜葛. 我知道我要学会放下.

2010-11-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

今天有外国人来本校交流.
我觉得我们三吧到了极点.
其实我真的觉得这样子做很没有礼貌.
可是我还是做了. --

明天就汇报演出了.
今天彩排still not bad lah.
I'll try to improve myself, 精益求精! :D

听到中笙回来了我有些兴奋,
我明天一定会尽自己的全力!

我会爱上来回练习. ♥

我很久都没有看到陈明丽, 黄学慧, 邱洁敏了.
我不知道自己对你们放了多少次飞机.　
I'm sorry. :(

有时候我真的在找东西填补自己的空虚.
我真的真的没有在胡思乱想了, claps for me pls.

明年好吗?
其实一个人也不会很难过. :)

2010-11-04T20:54:00.005+08:00

话说有一个无聊的学生拿灭火器喷我可爱的乐室,
害到我的乐器们都沾到了黄色的粉末,
不过我们也可以彻彻底底地做一次大扫除,
要谢谢所有愿意留下来帮忙打扫的团员.

好久的事了? O.o

*

Enn,
考试成绩出了.
还是和想象中的一样差.
为什么我的数学永远都不会过60?
我承认我的致命伤在作文.

算了,
这次考试没什么用心.
成绩一团糟. 庆幸的是没有人留级. (:

可以进理科已经是超级奇迹了.

我在学会如何临危不乱.
可是我还是拿捏得不够好啊.
总是把事情小事化大是我的专长吗.
也许我还不善于处理.
也许我还在依赖.
对不起.

我甚至连自己都不知道自己在想什么.
试问还有谁会比我更了解自己?
NOOB.

投之以桃, 报之以梨.
戴着面具做人其实还好.
我不想奢望什么, 一切都只是徒劳无功.

面对现实才是鼓励我坚持下去的激励语? (:

2010-11-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

It's november today!
2011 is just around the corner. :D
How come time passed so fast?

OMG!

We are going back to school tomorrow,

I'm fear of my chemistry result.

can I cry out loud? T.T

mummy force me to sleep earlier if I never have my nap that day.

lols. Should I feel happy of this?

white and blue please. :)

2010-10-30T23:04:00.009+08:00

Teenage dream.

我希望我可以快快长大。
因为我要学驾车,
因为我要留长头发,
因为我要在医院做工,
因为我要一个人去看电影,
因为我要一个人住一间家,
因为我18岁之后要长高! :D

*

My dearest teacher with chubby face is going to Ipoh next month,
she won't be teaching me anymore.
What a sad case. :(

I love to have her lesson much,
feeling relax and comfortable during her class.
I’ll miss her, indeed.

Watched Takers with FG at wangsa walk mall yesterday. This was the second time FG went there!
The most lengzai with the hat one dead first. T.T

went to dabian's house early in the morning and went back after I had my nap over there.
The guard over there was so fierce, we can't swim without swimming suit. Aiks.
I love to play his ipad! x)

He taught me, Just think that nothing happen.

He told me, Just follow what happens.

I do really hope that 2011 will come earlier occasionally.
Thanks sweethui for listening to me.
I'll find euu everytime when I'm free!

The feeling is killing me,
I know I'll cope with it one day. :D

2010-10-20T23:53:00.001+08:00

Exams over.
年终大考剩下8张作业纸, 1张图解纸.

went Pavillion with mingli, yanmei and sweethui today.
hengyuan met us before we watched the child's eye.

为什么我觉得感动的成分比较多?
还好它的3D眼睛比sunway的小. Zz.

黄雪慧! 你真的很多话讲. x)
5个人穿同样的衣服一起去电影院很yeng!

我今天第一次自己买票,
第一次自己一个人迷路跑去问人怎样走.
我觉得我很勇敢. :D

*

成绩sb烂是应该的,
谁叫自己没有听课?

SAD. =X

明天没有考试了.
我突然hen sad. Zz.
I can't see him anymore. :(

踏进理科的那一刻,
是迈向目标的第一步.

我知道自己很笨,
noob就是酱的啦.

奋勇前进。奋勇前进。奋勇前进。
奋勇前进。奋勇前进。奋勇前进。
奋勇前进。奋勇前进。奋勇前进。
奋勇前进。奋勇前进。奋勇前进。
奋勇前进。奋勇前进。奋勇前进。

我想念以前的我.
high不起来就是high不起来.

原来我最喜欢做的事就是FFK. :)

It's only just a dream.

2010-10-12T13:30:00.002+08:00

明天要交的报告我还没打完，
后天要考的科目我还没复习。

我不是超人。
你要什么我就给你什么。
SORRY I CAN'T MAKE IT FOR YOU.

我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。
我只是不明白为什么会这样。我只是不明白为什么会这样。

原来我一直在欺骗我自己。
请不要以鄙视的眼光看待别人。
I HATE YOU.

STUDY PLEASE.

Expect The Unexpected.

2010-10-06T21:44:00.002+08:00

(: ¡ǝɯoɥ ǝɯoɔןǝʍ

Feel like blogging today,

Apparently, I had had my hair cut in mutiara yesterday! :D

Before After

Isn't it looks cute? x)

It just looks like a mushroom for me! :D

decided to have a boy cut at first,

but I'm too timid to accept how ugly I will be.

standing in front of the mirror,

my mummy asked me: regret?

me: NO! It will still long a few months later. :)

I don't want anyone to restrain me, I just wanna be myself.

The conclusion is, I ♥ my new hair style! :D

I found that I'm getting lazy and lazier.

I found that I like shopping rather than studying.

I found that I did escape from lessons like I did last year.

I found that I wanna eat MC Donald suddenly. x)

20th October, I'm waiting for euu to come. :D

I hate his immaturity.

I hate his irresponsibility.

I hate his cowardly behavior.

I hate everything of his. :)

我剪掉了所有的思念。

forgive my broken eng pls. :(

The Funeral of Hearts.

2010-10-04T09:57:00.002+08:00

中华日终于结束了ehh.
接下来就是年终大考,
然后来回练习, 汇报演出,
最后就是全国赛.

真的希望年尾能够有集训营. T.T

我昨天看到龙杰的妈咪了! xD
明天补课,
其实我不懂我去的目的是什么.
都没有在听. x)

年终大考要到了. 怕怕.

*
有什么办法才能够让他们把注意力转移到你身上?
我严重怀疑自己的所作所为是否正确.
也许我还不明白自己的工作范围其实在那里.
我会努力学习的! :D

我有少少期待12月26日.
爸爸妈咪都赞成我留Form6. :)

Haha, someone told me a secret yesterday,
hope that she will know what she wants, jiayous girl. :)

有时我真的觉得自己很犯溅.

我希望我可以忘得潇洒. :)

2010-09-21T22:39:00.001+08:00

Aha, I want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself first.

Didn't update my blog yesterday, due to that stupid chem exam today. :D

Thanks WC, :D

celebrated my birthday with yeelyn & yanmei outside KLCC on 18th September saturday night. Sounds romantic huh. Mummy went to fetch them from victoria station. I didn't have my dinner over there. Aiks. It's okay, I'll have the second chance year end right? XD

0920 morning, I went to school with my school bag as usual. Eee, I got 100marks for my running exam and teacher gave me a big hug! I just didn't regret changing instrument suddenly. Muahaha, thanks teacher. :D

sweethui, yanmei and hengyuan sang birthday song for me when we were on our way going to the canteen. Thanks lots! I'm really happy that I know u guys.

And, I'm here to thanks those who had wished me happy birthday!

Mummy promised me that she will bring me to buy my new handphone this Fri. x)

谢谢你们,

除了谢谢我不懂我还能说些什么了。:)

Tanbenglee gave me this first recess. OMG, felt like crying when I read this in class.

But at last I didn't. I don't wanna let others see me crying nah. :D

陈明丽, 我爱你! ♥

你结婚的时候我一定要做你的伴娘! x)

今天上学会的时候我还是觉得很奇怪,

我想我会习惯的! :)

Hey,

其实只要一句我就很开心了.

2010-09-16T12:54:00.002+08:00

我今天要写blog。:)

昨天有一个傻佬生日,

Happy Belated birthday! :D

0915的晚上去伊婵家BBQ,

Eee, 我喜欢大自然。

大家都玩得很疯。

对着森林一起喊 "高一理爱, 我爱你!" 很爽!

我们年尾再来好不好? :)

洪宇愣, 谢谢你! :)

我忍了很久, 真的。

谢谢你肯坐在我旁边。

跟你讲话很舒服! :D

我终于找到一个跟我很像的人了。

坐在阳台上讲话很爽。

冷风吹来更爽, 可是很冷。--

我们可以找回属于我们自己的幸福! :)

其实我不明白自己那么拼命是为了什么。

一开始的反对让我觉得很无助。

早上起床躺在床上一直怕。

怕自己很多余，怕自己让人觉得很无聊。

可是我看到大家都很开心，

我真的放心了。

过去了, 过去了。
It's over! :D

看到他穿的衣服我有吓到! :)

2010-09-06T12:51:00.001+08:00

wept for?

呆毙够了.

everything's over,

everything's ends,

everything's gone,

AND THE LOVE NEVER LAST. :)

2010-09-03T23:20:00.001+08:00

我今天没有看到陈明丽!

本来说好了的dinner因为种种原因所以cancel ler.
我知道SORRY CANNOT DO ANYTHING.
看得出大家都很期待,
也许我不应该什么事情都last minute才来做.

I'm really sorry.
我们18th再来! :D

我好佩服她的乐观.

明天就是假期了哟,
我明天要去sunway. :)

谁要配合我穿白色衣服? x)

早上呆在乐室的感觉很爽,
一大清早就有冷气吹辽. xD

Opps, 我发现我的照片很少少少.

我最近很懒惰, 怎么办? Lols.
我很想睡觉. Zzzzz.

17 days left to my birthday! XD
Teenage dream, The catalyst, Darkside of the sun. :)

:D

2010-08-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

我妈妈不允许我今天出街,
But I think she will bring me to the curve 2mr?
Who knows.

音乐会圆满结束,
统一评测考完了.

刚刚开完检讨会议,
Hmm, 谢谢那些有来支持华乐的观众lar, :D

华乐团加油!

领袖营筹委财政, I'm coming for u!
这个post对我来讲好像很奇怪. lols.

原来我已经很久都没有和他们好好讲话了,

Maybe we will talk lots during 3th?

Whoa, 老师今天派三角,
虽然我的分数真的很低.

可是我真的已经很happy辽.
At least I tried my best, (:

我还是觉得我很STUPID. :D

她　他　她　他
我觉得他们很可爱, XD

难得的一天, (:

2010-07-18T10:16:00.000+08:00

Opps, here I come to update my blog. :D

Watched Eclipse with my sisters yesterday,
without my mum's permission.
lols, and I think she still dunno we went to theater.

OMG, I love the movie soooo much.
I can't wait for breaking dawn, x)

*

Our concert,
MELODIES OF ERAS is just around the corner!
we will have to keep practising in the following week.

能够为华乐团表演是我的荣幸,
chco, you are the most perfect one. Jiayous!

*

我该如何麻醉自己?

I'll be fine soon.
And I'll forget everything that I wanted to.

Bad memories stay away from me. :D

I did really think properly,
though it isn't what I really want.

Yet I have to do that, (:

he's not the one, =X

我的英文变烂了, shit.

2010-07-02T21:43:00.003+08:00

2010运动会终于划下了完美的句点.

4s4, Jiayous!
You are always the best, :)

I'm falling for 4s4. ♥

陈明丽, 快点谢谢我.
我大老远跑去找你耶!

不用客气, XD

Qinn,
你们会找到属于你们自己的幸福, (;

今年的运动会不错好玩,
谢谢他, 她, 他们&他们!

2010-06-15T12:31:00.006+08:00

As all u can see,
I've changed my templates.

I'd spent almost whole week practising with CHCO buddies in school,
celebrated kuaiping's birthday in cheras Jusco after our camp.

going back to school tomorrow just because of my dearest physics. Lols.

I have to work harder and harder to get better results,
we are going to have our report cards the next following sat.
OMG, I don't dare to imagine how my parents are gonna kill me.

*

things happened last week were really scary,
I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I HAD DONE.

maybe I should listen what he said.

THANKS for those who had comfort me,
especially FG, u guys made me feel warm. :D

Feeling weird between two of us,

Maybe we still need somemore time. (:

ILY, ♥

2010-05-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

decided to private my blog,
seriously I don't like too many of them to know more bout me. x)

mid year exams were all over.
EXAMS SUCKS.
I said this frequently, 70 for my bio. WTF.

I'm currently in bad mood now, apparently.
yet thinking of him made me feel happy, XD

maybe I should start to work for my NIE, (:

2010-05-09T18:13:00.001+08:00

距离年中考还剩下一个星期,
也许我不应该答应出席那场表演.

I really fear of my results, lols.
why do I have to behave like so sensitive.

刚刚从新生学院回来,
老师叫我去做运动. ==

为什么她讲话让我有想哭的冲动.
NO PLEASE.

也许我应该尝试找回那种感觉.?

他昨天胃痛,
真的吓死我了.

努力保持镇定是我的强项,
I hope that I could manage it. ==

* 我想celebrate 3819成立1周年. (:

be tough pls.
加油, 陈怡文.

NOOB就是酱.
call me NOOB. :D

Deprave.

2010-04-05T20:33:00.001+08:00

4月5号.

理科不是借口.
"我明明会做" 也不会是借口.

人家在死命读书, 你在做什么.
我不明白为什么考试那时就会装着那么不在乎.

我害怕,
害怕影响我的是它.

I hate myself.
我的英文退步了.

*

班上又换位了,
我真的很不习惯.

还好他离我很近. :D

我慢慢爱上这班了哟, x)

*

They are coming ths following SAT,
WC familla second gathering on 2010.

she told me something made me shocked,
Hees, may god bless them. (:

我在为我的成绩祷告.

2010-03-17T22:35:00.001+08:00

I met him, (:

*

这个星期的假期我很乖, 我没有吵.
我知道我是一个很sensitive的人, huh.

选择不告诉我的决定是对的,
我在为我的性格道歉? 我没有在怪任何人.
我的存在对你们来讲一点都不重要.
这么做让我很累, :(

不要让我知道请不要在我面前讲,
nobody gonna like this kind of feeling, fop.

*

他讲的话让我顿时感到彷徨,
也许我应该学会say NO.
但请尊重我决定了的事情.

我没有锁掉它的意思,
因为我不想被骂. (:

what should I do?

死命灌对身体健康不好,

我的决定到底对不对. 我不想讲话.

2010-03-13T00:21:00.001+08:00

I miss 3xin lea,

很久都没有好好打一篇了。

上课3个月了，
还是那副死样。

3819,

感觉上我们都很散了呢,

我不要受他人影响; 我还是对我们很有信心, (:

属于我们的第二次下课,

聚集的人数越来越少, 其实我有失望到咯.

我知道我自己也有错, 对不起.

SORRY CANNOT DO ANYTHING, =)

也许我们需要聚一聚了,

4s4换位了哟,

我做第一排, 眼镜拿进拿出很麻烦。

Opps, 我的邻座去了泰国，

我很想念他，怎么办。

才一天罢了weih,

我还要忍9天，SAD.

慢慢忍吧, 百忍成金。XD

I miss him, I miss him, I miss him. T.t

情歌王很好听lea,

我要努力练习了。

不然一定中骂，:D

tagged,

2010-03-12T23:17:00.001+08:00

Tagged by mingli, (:

规则:一，被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
二，请传给另外十个人
三，传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他，他被点咯!
四，这当中的十位不得拒绝
五，被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位
六，这些被点名者，你们被点会祝福
七，不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到幸福坐上幸福热气球，

开始咯~

幸福热气球：第一阶段
1.绰号: von
2.星座：virgo
3.生日：0920
4.兴趣：lol,
5.血型：Dunno, x)
6.最宝贵的东西：I love you.
7.最讨厌的东西：I hate you.

幸福热气球：第二阶段
1.有喜欢的人吗: got la,
2.有交往吗：hehehehehe.
3.幸福吗：of course, x)
4.他很爱你吗：ask him bah, XD
5.如果你有勇气最想做什么：sleeping.

幸福热气球：第三阶段
1.你被谁点：mingli
2.他是你的谁：my son's future wife
3.他的个性是：fierce, XD
4.他长得怎样：cutie, haha.
5.跟他认识多久：2 year GUA.
6.你想跟他说什么：u're mine, x)
7.如果他变成你的情人： Opps, he gonna kill me, lols. :D

幸福热气球：第四阶段
1.最爱的音乐：老歌，==
2.最爱的季节：winter, :)
3.最爱的卡通：LION KING!
4.最爱的颜色：blue
5.最想去的国家：Err,
6.最爱的水果：mama buy I eat, x)
7.最爱的饮料：papa order I drink, lols.
8.最爱的人：him lol. hehehehehehe.

幸福热气球：第五阶段
1.你很爱哭吗：okok lo,
2.你很爱笑吗：:D
3.你是很有信心的人吗：sad, :(
4.你想要怎样的生活：happy,
5.你喜欢自己吗：==
6.你喜欢音乐吗：like la,
7.你喜欢体育吗：okok lo.
8.你喜欢跳舞吗：okok lo.
9.你很专情吗：yea of course, XD
10.你喜欢睡觉吗：废话,
11.你喜欢唱歌吗：opps,

幸福热气球：第六阶段

can I skip ths.? x)

如果你有三个愿望 ,Tell me your wish :

SECRET, :D

2010-03-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

.

reading those books really makes me feel SLEEPY, haih.

hmm, I've had a son, lol.

forcing ppl call u mummy is so fun, (:

rude words stay away from me,

I HATE YOU.

bye. (:

2010-02-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

我突然想写blog,

然后我就写辽. :D

我颓废了2个月, omg.

数学课完全不懂他在讲什么.

lol. 我还没找补习老师的leh.

功课一大堆还没有做,
我要撞墙辽. --

*

假期要来了,
来回练习要来了. (:

你们好!

Yerr, 我要去雪慧家,
他没有去我不要去辽. XD

25 days, (:

2010-02-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

我从外婆家回来了. :D

Father side,
LOL, 我有一个sb charming 的堂哥.
和他们玩到很开心, 很久都没有试过酱玩了.
Ee, 希望明年还可以酱玩. (:

我吃辽6粒Ferrero叻, 很有成就感. XD

Mother side,
3点多睡觉.
He told something made me shocked.

好吧, 我要学会接受.
我怕我自己也会跟他一样, T.t

sounds scary for me.

I don't know wht to say,

I don't know how to say.

1202, (:

2010-02-12T21:21:00.001+08:00

wish everyone has a happy CNY. :)

yorr, 原来你们收到了都很开心,

谢谢你们的开心; 看到你们笑我就开心了.

今天早上, 妈妈讲可能全部都转.

LOL. 还好, 她得救了. 谢谢训导们.

过后先去吃东西,

220去雪慧家. :D

我的妈妈讲要没收我的电话. sad.

*

Ee, 我今天很开心; 也很伤心.

开心的是谢谢他;

伤心的是买回来的nike bottle不是新的. T.t

I LOVE YOU.
happy valentine's day, :D

I've lose my promise, sorry. :(

2010-02-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

太感动的话我不会讲。

第一次，
我也会跟着哭。

每天见面又怎样。

学会独立。

我知道我会不习惯，
可是我要去适应。

我长大了。

TYL, be tough. ♥

I'm here to be with u. (:

2010-02-03T20:00:00.002+08:00

omg, my physics ; my trigo. T.t

Yi chan, happy birthday. =D

I ♥ Bunny,

I love you. (:

Day one,

2010-02-01T11:05:00.003+08:00

这四天假期我过得很充实.

0129, went to mid valley after school. bought SWEET HUI’s DYLAN’s & YEULENG’s birthday present. I knew it’s toooo early. :D Red box after purchasing presents & ice cream cake from BR, something happened made me *

0130, one utama. gosh, I had sat in the car for almost two hour. wanted to watch 3D avatar, it’s too late for me. full. sad. lol. couldn’t get any justifiable explanation for what I had done. SORRY. went to Jie Rou’s grand dad rice factory for eating, don’t be feeling GUILTY please, be happy. (:

going to ts later, with chco’s buddies.

2010-01-20T20:48:00.004+08:00

I thought that It won't be happen.

damn, I wept while I was having my piano class. lol. I'M A BIG BIG GIRL, kept saying to myself, yet I can't controll the tears falling down. Definitely not because of him. crying wildly? Probably yes. :D

IT WAS WORSE THAN WHEN I BROKE UP WITH SOMEONE.

我不懂. 我以为我不会哭的. 天吖, 我还是忍不住了.
I'm waiting for 23th, just after my dearest society.

mingli, feel like we are getting further & further;
I don't want to lose u please. you look pale nowadays. ;(

2010-01-18T20:40:00.004+08:00

0116,

random post?

How long do I didn’t update my bloggggg. I have been starting my classes for 2 weeks. (:

4S4, this class is extremely noisy; my form teacher is extremely genius! I can’t concentrate to what those teachers say. sad. I’m gonna have bad result this year. T.t hope that 4s4 will be as united as 3xin09, at least after sports meeting. A BIG GRIN.

waiting for 0129. YEA, I’m a rough girl. could I change my character, definitely can’t. lol. My momma said it seems tough for me, I saw lengzaiii. eeeeeeee. free on February. ~

fmm, sg. (:

bang the wall,
go to hell. :D

我的日记本用完了, 怎么办.

2010-01-03T12:53:00.016+08:00

Tan beng lee, happy birthday. :)

一年辽. 陈明丽, 我认识你一年辽ehh. 2010, 我第一次陪你过生日. 谢谢你让我明白什么是朋友之间的爱, 谢谢你的陪伴, 谢谢你的鼓励, 谢谢你让我学会说我爱你. 你那个可爱的样子我一定不会忘记, 谢谢你, 我爱你. x)

End of the year 2009, stepping into the year 2010. I’m 16th today.
School reopen day, can I say I don’t like 4s ai. I prefer 4s xin, 3xin09 better.

我宁愿转去4a xiao,
可是我不会.

是我自己在抗拒吗.
我很想哭, 可是我哭不出.

我很想念以前.
暗恋比明恋好.

我无法把它当做没事情发生,
我的醋在往自己的肚子里灌?
喜欢同一个人的感觉.
原来真的很痛苦.
我选择放弃, 算了.

讲得容易, 做得难.

Do you know I’m thinking of you,
I bet you don’t know everything. (:

原来我还在乎你,

leader camp.

2009-12-29T19:47:00.007+08:00

ankern不在, :(
天大地大我居然和他同组, thx god.

领袖营, 第一次参加酱多人的camp.

It wasn't the one that I expected at first,
but I'm still pleased to attend the camp.

Ee, 我认识辽很多人, 人山人海.
我的领导员很可爱, 好像是商科的.

有人讲我很polite, 谢谢.
因为她不懂我是三吧佬. lol.

那个游戏很感动; 残忍? 我真的要哭辽.

初三忠的椅子编号是我写的,
我有跟他讲到话, ishh.

营火会的鸡很好吃,

最后的午餐有香嫔. x)

omg, 我每天0200睡觉,
0500起床, 去冲凉. 冷到.

看到他wept的时候我有吓到, 我很担心.
Hope that he will be fine. :)

其实我觉得我的组员很热情,

他讲没有那种团结的feel,
我们才相处2天, 没关系. =)

他讲: 看到她会以为是她.
我想: 看到他, 我会想他. 很想.

我有看到lenglui,
不懂有没有lengzai.

我还是会在酱多人面前讲话打结.

我只会指挥人家做, 自己不会做.

对不起.

我会记得这次领袖营,

筹委, 工委辛苦了, 谢谢你们.

华乐:

最佳壁报奖,

最佳执委奖,

最佳学会奖, congrats.

我想打英文, 可是我英文烂.

我在发花痴. XD

christmas.

2009-12-24T23:44:00.053+08:00

1224,

1225,

kh, someone is wearing ur T-shirt. x)

MERRY CHRISTMAS, I'm glad to have u guys. thx a lot. especially to my momma.

4 SEASONS; winter & WANGSA WALK MALL. keep screaming and shouting in karaoke,

I found a place for me when I broke up, leave out all the stress. HAA.

Jun kang take care yourself, I'm so sorry for not taking good care of u. :)

tan beng leee!

u touched me, I like it much, indeed. :D

真的很谢谢你, 我会永远记得你.

I won't be in my house on 26th to 29th. sad.

chco.

2009-12-23T17:06:00.007+08:00

omg, my new look. I know it's ugly. x)

我有话说,

晚上, 睡觉之前, 我每天都在提醒自己, 反省自己, 我今天有让人不满吗, 我今天有说错话吗, 我今天的决定对吗, 我明天要怎么改善.

做筹委难, 做执委难, 做营员更难. 大家庭是会有不满, 难道你和家里人都没争吵过. 对普通营员也许觉得领导层太过敏感, 若掉换角色去想, 你会怎么想, 怎么做.
请告诉领导, 到底兄弟姐妹间有什么纠纷, 让我们能一起解决. 一旦大家只是将问题环绕在自己组里, 那领导又如何确保乐团不塌下来呢?
我其实真的很喜欢听领导层讲道理. 他们让我觉得很开心, 我会继续, 也会努力改善自己. 谢谢. :)

theng,

用自己现在的身份, 去想另一个身份的你, 有些时候事情过了, 埋怨过, 就算了. 难到还要乘时光机倒流. 不管是6姐妹, 不管是THE FEACES, 我们都还会在一起, 一定会. 学会包容. 我真的相信, 我们还会在中华舞台上演出. 那些不是演义团体的怎么办, 他们表演的机会几乎等于零.

meii,

只能说筹委不是那么容易当的
虽然得到了可是也失去了

你得到的, 永远比失去的更多.
付出的, 也许现在感觉不到, 以后一定能, 也一定会.

Darren,

你真的进步很多. 我相信, 你将会是我们的领导层之一.
ps: 谢谢你的oxy. XD

我承认, 这次的集训营我没有做得很好. 我不是一个尽责的筹委.

我再次为我的失误, 我的自以为是, 说声抱歉.

在耕说,

我自SPM开始有都一直有跟进乐团的事务. 来了两天, 我也看到了很多东西.来到了中学的夕阳时分, 我急了. 我发现自己到底还是有一定的影响力. 不仅仅如此, 我看见自己的工作还未完成.
那就是传承薪火的工作.
近来发现, 大家似乎失去了一把热诚. 没有一种为乐团奋斗的心. 某些人有, 某些则爱理不理. 为何会这样? 那就是我的责任没有干好. 年中坐上我曾有想过的位置, 却被卷入不想理的念头. 这是我得来的因果报应. 如今我努力传下, 就希望能将乐团重新团结, 再攀上高峰.
然而我发现乐团严重缺少的人物. 一个甘愿背后工作, 不强求回报的人. 不仅仅是这样, 而且是能洞察四周, 为基层向领导传达讯息的人. 我不自认自己做得好, 但至少我还是愿意这样. 我想找的是想太多, 能充当辅导员的角色之人.
现今的领导其实都行, 但他们有任务在身, 很难分身. 乐团内好多好多的纠纷都日日上演, 那就要有人多事点, 聆听周边的人物事故, 才能做到.
为何要这样麻烦?关键在于大家不够开放, 对外只到处组内没问题. 不! 言论自由! 家丑不能外扬, 对, 这在一定的程度上是有它的理由. 但请想想, 谁是你的"家人"呢?
要以家来说, 整个乐团, 不分你是什么组, 是一个家! 全家人就是全团人! 请告诉领导, 到底兄弟姐妹间有什么纠纷, 让我们能一起解决. 一旦大家只是将问题环绕在自己组里, 那领导又如何确保乐团不塌下来呢?
我自认, 这些的事务我没充分的灌输入大家的脑海里. 这是我的错.我能观察到这些, 也是因为自己的状况导致我能有时间观察.希望就算是团员都好, 每个人都能观察. 每个人都有责任为乐团负责, 并观察家庭里的问题. 提出来, 别闷在心里...........

不要把你的世界当成是黑暗的, 只要你把它当作光明的, 它就是光明的; by zhai gen too.

也许会有人不满, 我只能向您道歉.

我要谢谢他们2个, 在对的时候出现. =)

2009-12-16T23:00:00.007+08:00

I knew my UEC result yesterday. thx Darren. My mama was disappointed on me,

she scolded me. she knew that I didn’t put any effort on it. B for my history and science. LOL.

MY DEAREST MOMMA, SORRY FOR THIS.

Am I happy today.
I hope so, I think yes.

I TALKED lots to him, eventually.

Don't find me on 18th, to 21th.

codswallop.

2009-12-14T11:57:00.017+08:00

HUSH,
I don’t like noisy, occassionally.

MALES ARE LIAR,
LAZY, too.

I talked to her, through my house phone that day. 7th of December, time passed fast,
we talked much. I can know her well after this, I think. thx for telling me,

Don’t shrink yourself back to the corner side of sadness,
It was merely a DECEPTION.
Momma, save me please.

admire, envy, jealous.

Admire those who can play their piano well,
Envy those who can perform in the grand dinner.
Jealous how good THEY are.

goddam! what the hell am I thinking?

deliberately.

can I spell the FUCK word out.

2009-12-11T09:37:00.040+08:00

1209,

tan beng lee!
thx a lot, I LOVE YOU. :D

2009-12-07T11:34:00.012+08:00

Ailynder,

Happy birthday. :D

万人宴彩排,
我拿着她的中阮乱乱来.

还好她没有骂我呐.

昨天,
我去吃韩国餐.

10个人.
RM343.20,

没关系,
谢谢大姨. :D

他们,

看到你们sweet的样子,
我就很开心辽啦.

谢谢关心. :)

我有吓到,
好多pair.

我没有很想啦,
顺其自然就好.

我告诉我自己,
不要因为想PT就PT.

No one wants me.
因为我只喜欢他. x)

他告诉我,

不是所有的人都可以找到喜欢自己的人,
我们要惜福. :)

明丽, 健城.

不要灰心. :)

我希望你们会开心,
我希望所有的情侣都开心.

Hi.

2009-12-04T23:43:00.010+08:00

Ee, nothing special for today. :)

Darren is in Taiwan now,
I’m waiting for my gang shirt.

Have a great trip. :D

Next WED,
I’m gonna hang out with ming li.

No one will interrupt us,
I can’t wait for this. AR.

she asked me to change my school.

I thought they were just saying.
but I’ll consider it.

Don’t keep lamenting u’re poor,
People will look down upon u.

she told me this.

I’m a camera girl tomorrow. x)

Liar,
you make me hate u.
我连男生的醋也吃, 过分.
我赞成yanmei的不变定律,

=)

2009-12-01T13:03:00.000+08:00

That night, went to the mines again. I just wanted to see them, but we never met.

a bit disappointed. I saw someone waving her hand in the car, I miss them. HEES.

I'm falling in love with TROPICANA. :D

My fear is INEFFABLE, oh my god! we are gonna have our UEC result, I didn't put any effort on it nah, bad result I have, scary. She's right, I shouldn't fear of it. It's over. FORGET IT.

Eventually, she succeed. *claps for her*

Thx to her too, she helped her. :)

he looks like him, that's why I love to talk to him.

THE ONLY MONTH LEFT FOR 2009.
by my beloved father.

Do I belie my real feelings; Does it shows that u love him, or her deeply.

I keep asking everyone the same question. Maybe I should ask him myself.

到底怎样才算成熟,
鸡蛋熟了我就变成熟了.

happy - Leona Lewis
russian roulette - Rihanna

Damn miss him.

happy day, happy face.

2009-11-26T21:13:00.002+08:00

went to Pavilion with CHCO today after meeting,
lots of funny photos at Darren's and Theng's hp.

I love to be with them,
It just like a big family.

My sisters and brothers,
HAPPY FAMILY we are.

和谐的感觉弥漫在其中.

new moon is really nice,

I'M THE VAMPIRE,
I'm one of them, roar. lol.

也许我还不够了解你们吧,
我会, 也要尝试去了解你们.

I miss 3xin too nah,
thinking of u guys everydays. :D

我发现了一个秘密,
原来我是全家最矮的那个.

有点难过, XD

going back to my grandma's hse 2ml.
definitely fun at there. HEE.

have a busy december 2009.
CHIRSTMAS, I'm coming! =)

话一定要讲3次才有效吗,
总觉得好象是.

那我许愿不是要念 3次,
没关系, 我要梦想成真. lol.

the keen desire is reducing,

should I feel happy? mb yes.

aiks.

2009-11-22T13:34:00.002+08:00

点名规则:A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。
B. 这８个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的，并且再传给其他8个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。

tagged by mingli.

1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼?
* 关怀.
2.最近最郁闷的事?
* 老妈不给我出.
3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
* sampat & 啰嗦.
4.遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注?
* 勇敢表白!
5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)。
* 可爱很有义气够朋友 (:
6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表。
* 可爱 & sampat.
7.你现在最想做的是什麼?
* 写blog.
8.用一个字形容自己.
* 歪.
9.恋人／老公／老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什麼？
* 我不想想.
10.这辈子最幸福的事是什么?
* 我爱上了他们.
11.十年以后，你想过什麼样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
* 有钱就好.
12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什么?
* 澳洲我想去那边读书呐.
13. 你为什么要回答这些问题?
* 被逼得 xD
14. 你觉得点你名的这个人是什麼样的个性?
* 不够勇敢.
15.什麼时候觉得孤独?
* 老妈不给我出的时候.
16.最近一次掉眼泪是?
* 昨天.
17.想对点你名的人说的话？
* 我爱你他也会爱你.
18.家人重要还是伴侣重要?
* 都重要.
19.择偶条件？
* 人好对我更好 x)
20.你觉得自己五官哪一个最好看?
* 没有好看过.

我可爱的朋友们,
家里的电脑坏了呐.

我在有钱人的家里写blog. :D

the mines shopping mall.
超棒的, 下次再去.

我可爱的黄凯豪可能要去英国读书了呀.
我会想你的.

我们都会想你的. (:

小朋友, 不要忘记.
你还欠我很多东西.

你讲过要去云顶赢一个大大的bear bear给我的.

有人在恨我了. x)

也许你会对这些置之不理,
因为我对你来说一点都不重要.

我干脆去做蜜蜂好了,
默默无闻, 勤劳又伟大.

默默付出是好的,
我在称赞我自己. xD

没关系啦,
开心就好.

陈怡文学会吃醋了.

我不要做大人国里的小人,
我要做小人国里的巨人.

我最近学会写长长的post了,
谢谢明丽嫣玫一直骂我.

:D

2009-11-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

I wish to go back to school,
with my HEAVY school bag.

talking roughly,
screaming wildly,
laughing abruptly.

with those gossip girls,
I'm probably one of them.

这只是我一厢情愿.

I flunk both of my math,
but I still can study in ss.

It seems ridiculous. HUH.

The weather is damn cold nowadays.

the wind is moaning and whining,
It's sounds scary. woaa.

I HEARD SOMETHING. :D

Raining everyday,
drizzle at first, then it begins to pour.

glamorous is the right word,
instead of gorgeous. I think.

the ants in the drain are drowning,
yelling themselves for help.

wish them luck. AHA.

chirstmas's around the corner.
I'm going to have a trip in genting.

with my family, of course.

我好羡慕他们呀,
可是由不得我羡慕.

我看照片就好了. (:

u make me look mature,
yet u drive me crazy.

my loves.

2009-11-17T12:01:00.004+08:00

A blink of an eye,
It was the last day of my junior life.

2 months later.
I'll be in the class which looks strange for me,
staring at those guys who look weird after changing their long pants.

I'M BAD.
but not mad.

how could it be so fast.

got my report card yesterday,
went to khai howe's house for BBQ yesterday.

Eventually I go to his house. :D

don't care bout my result,
It was totally suck, I knew that earlier.

ONE YEAR WASTED.

Me and Lyn went there around 1600.
waiting for them coming back from IOI.

Yue leng, ming li, jing mian, sweet hui, jasmin, yan mei, heng yuan, yee lyn, yee von.
Ankern, khai howe, bunny, dylan, xuan ning, suo jian, chong ming, see chong.

roasted myself 2 chicken wings,
It's delicious!

playing 7up instead of water,
drinking beer instead of soft drinks.

cakes flying everywhere,

all over the house.

My papa said he's gonna kill me. x)

we took photos, but not many.

Thx to ankern,
And thx to kh’s parents.

fun at there, indeed.
though I never go to sunway LAGOON today.

she told me just now,
sunway lagoon close down on TUESDAY.
but they'll be going again tomorrow, they'll have fun.

HENG YUAN HAPPY B'DAY. :D

I wish to go, but I can't.
I'm a good girl right, I should listen to what my parents said.

I wept just now,
just a pretty lil moment.

I never wept for my class before.
or maybe, I'm weeping for him. (:

3XIN taught me lots.
be the appreciate one, be the caring one.

I'm not the one who everyone loves,
but ya'll are the one who I love so much. ♥

I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER 09' 3XIN, NEVER EVER FORGET.

I lost our diary,
I miss it much.

MEMORIES.

我是幸福的.

I'm waiting for this, 26th NOVEMBER 2009.

黄凯豪，
我喜欢你，我爱你，再见.
we weren't meant to be. (:

CHAMPION,

2009-11-12T18:32:00.002+08:00

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!
谢谢ankern, 更要谢谢3XIN.

兴奋死我了,
我为它感到骄傲.

三信变团结了.
我爱3XIN.

中华是我的第二个家,
乐室是我的第二个房间.

我把地上当作是椅子,
我把椅子当作是桌子.

我把电话当作是radio,
我把书包当作是pillow.

开冷气了, 我可以睡好觉了. x)

为那些成功面试的她们感到开心.

她和他的女儿有雀斑,
她和他的儿子好漂亮.

3819，谢谢你们.
原来我值得为你们这样牺牲. :D

她变得好瘦,
希望她能早日康复.

假期倒数4天,
我期待它, 我要出去玩.

原来我们照片很多.

我喜欢他, 女人就是这样.

我只有羡慕的份.

woohoo.

2009-11-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

graduation without any gown. =)

我今天毕业了，叫我大姐姐。
没有拿到毕业证书，悲.

因为老师还没派嘛，
看影片的时候我在想东想西.

我今天终于和他拍照了，等辽8年.
我今天终于和他们拍照了，等辽1年.

哇，有兴奋到.

我每天都很开心.
we have fun everyday.

我很健康，
我的细胞没有死很多.

我每天都在看戏，
我最喜欢reflection. x)

我们讲的.
欣赏，好感，喜欢，爱.

还有一星期，
我要珍惜看他们的时间.
我要珍惜和你们在一起的时间.

Finally, we have our gang photo，
and the gang song.

我的家，
我爱我的家.

陈明丽.
放心好了, 我不会丢下你们的.
我真的没有试过那么开心. thx. (:

我想辽很久，还是不懂要写什么.

这篇有惹到，对不起.

我爱你，再见.

she grinned.

2009-11-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

Daidomon in Great Eastern for yesterday night. To celebrate my cousin's 18th birthday.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. :D

aha, I went to school today. kept talking in the class. my sis said that making bahulu quite fun wor. feeling regret for not going. Dislike teachers discussing about the exam papers in class. It hurts me badly, but I still like to listen about it nonetheless. HAA.

congrates to me, I can study in science stream. My wishes come true. I love science stream soooo much, as u know me well. That's why I'm trying to improve my english, improve everything, be a polite girl who everyone likes. =)

I want a united 3xin.

smile :)

2009-10-31T13:00:00.001+08:00

I miss him badly.

I miss everyone badly.

突然觉得自己很歪,
明丽讲的: "没有美过"

讲不伤心是骗人的,
我在欺骗我自己.

nobody knows what am I saying about.

SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONELY.

yesh.

2009-10-29T12:58:00.001+08:00

黑漆漆的, 谁关灯?
我的生活五彩缤纷.

自欺欺人,

out of control.

I went to my mum's kindergarten.
there's a DYLAN over there.

DYLAN everywhere.
the children in there are damn cute!

Qinn,
no matter how,
I'll always support u.
Cheer up! :D

to express dismay.

2009-10-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

Birds are flying in the sky.
Pretty girls are everywhere.

Finally, exam's over.
I'm satisfied for what I had bought.

stop writing nonsense.
no one would see. no one would read.

今天我从金河走回去ts.
有个傻佬叫我写名字,
淑菱要回家了耶她妈妈要发狂了. x)

还好我没写. lyn讲,

原来他是骗人的, 叫你写名字 原来是要你捐钱.
啊我好兴奋.
不然钱飞掉了心痛得很.

亏那个人还讲,
"我只是要你写名字罢了嘛"
如果他是我认识的,
一拳给他够够力!

how much you miss me.

I put the flower on ur hand.

2009-10-14T14:37:00.001+08:00

I hope that UEC will be ended up soon. As fast as possible.

To : my dearest friends,
I'm sorry for the days that I always lamenting about my stupid result.

I'll try my best to change my attitude. :D

Degenerate,

2009-10-10T20:30:00.001+08:00

gosh.
I'm so careless in my science.
no more A. stupid idiot. :(

I found out someone 3 days ago.
It has been such a long time since I last saw him.
I'm missing him, BUT I don't even love him. :D

I love WHITE as same as I love BLUE.

*58 don't jealous. hehehe. :D
y'll know hu am I talkin bout.

.

2009-09-27T09:46:00.000+08:00

老天,
我犯了天底下最大的错误.

Our distance is getting further and further.
I'm trying to seek for the reason.

happy b'day. (:

2009-09-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

Yee,
I'm so happy.
Thx to all of you.
Thx for the wishes.
Thx for the presents. (:

2009.2009
yesterday, we went to SUNWAY.
mingli, yanmei, jingmian, sweethui.
bunny, dylan, khaihowe, xuanning.

Lyn went with chco buddies.
peimeii, puitheng, darren, koklip, junkang.

男生好摸.
1100才到.==

先去溜冰.
凯文好厉害, 蓓婷好厉害.
陈明丽! 下次去我要看到你会溜. :D
我的脚起泡了. T.t

轩宁去买票.
对不起轩宁, 以后我不会丢下你了.
凯豪嫣玫雪慧继续溜.
我, 明丽, bunny去选礼物.
书包耶! 我从来都没有想过.
bunny, dylan, 轩宁谢谢你们. =D

突然觉得bunny好好. blek.

met yanmei, sweethui in BR.
那个ice cream不好吃的. Hehe.

1630, 进场.
aha, final destination leh.
我们居然进到!
那边的管理员真是笨蛋.

Final好恐怖. 如果他在就好鲁, 我需要他. :D
我差一点要哭辽.
真是活该, 谁叫自己要看. ==
还好我有带Jacket. 冷死.
我坐dylan和明丽中间耶. =)

1800.
明丽嫣玫回我家.
dylan妈妈跟他们吃东西耶.
xx不要伤心, 有机会的. xD

dylan本来很LZ的,
今天变maid了. Hehe.

我们又没有拍到照. ==
考完统考再来. LOL.

我没有得去凯豪家耶,
他们好好玩. Yerr. .V.

hehe.
我牵到他的手了耶.
虽然隔着两层手套.
没关系啦, 知足就好.

* 他会吃醋的吗?
应该不会的啦.
我爱你, 我爱你, 我爱你 (:

today.

2009-09-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

aha,
我很堕落, 对不对?
每天只想着 play, play, play.

放假4天.
我不能去他家.
一定不能. huh.

算辽啦,
I'll try to ask again.

人家都没有去.
还不是好好的活着.
我没有去罢了吗.
还有礼拜天. ==

我要努力读书!

Jasmin happy b'day. (:

16.9

2009-09-16T20:13:00.000+08:00

ming li complained my blog very short wor.
I wan make it longer.

longer and longer.
longer and longer.
longer and longer.
longer and longer.
longer and longer.
longer and longer.
longer and longer.
longer and longer. xD

I can go khai howe's house ler.
I wan play true or dare.
good. ;D

my lil jing mian,
dun b so sad la.
although u chged ur seat le.
but we won't forget u d. (:

sook leng,
me nv talk to u properly such a long time le yeh.
sorry. :(

ming li,
thx for giving me happiness while the teachers are teaching.
I love u. =D

and also,
sheh yee, wan yi and hong meii.
I miss u guys a lot. :D

请原谅我的烂英文.

15.9

2009-09-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

LOL.
I'm trying to improve my eng.
what a broken eng I've.
what a bad result I've. ==

Happy b'day to bunny! :D

*he's gonna leavin'
wish him luck. (:

13.9

2009-09-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

my phone has been kept by my mum since from last week.
I've to adapt myself without using hp.

I'm waiting for 20th sep.
I think it'll be fun on tat day.
wee.

I love them. (: